Simply me

Well a week ago...

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 15:37:23 GMT

Well we got back to our house safe and sound on Friday after a few days away after our wedding which all in all was a GREAT DAY.

The Wedding ran smoothly apart from struggling with the vows. the car was beautiful, as we drove to the hotel Phil and I drank champagne. We arrived at the hotel to be greeted by family and the red carpet. A few photos in the gardens then we sat down for the meal which was lovely. After 2 brilliant speeches we headed to the reception area to get some more photos.

The reception started and soon the hall filled up with familiar faces which was nice, everyone looked smart and Phil and I spent the night talking, dancing and making many trips to our bedroom with people as our room was something of a talking point.

The room was massive with a seating area, dressing table, table for two. A huge bed with gorgeous spread and drapes and the en-suite bathroom was in the center of the room with glass walls and old style deep bath....The reception seemed to fly by and we had a final night cap with Al (bestman) and Lynette (bridesmaid)up in our room, the rest of the evening was spent with Phil!!

The next few days:

Sunday: Glasgow, meal, bed.
Monday: Manchester, shower, food, walk, shopping, meal, theatre, bed.
Tuesday: Shower, breakfast, walk, food, hotel, dinner theatre again, bed
Wednesday: bed, shower, walk around Manchester, Bus 1745, Glasgow 22.10, Edinburgh 12.00, Mums Bed.
Thursday: Washed, breakfast, Shopping, Mums, dinner, Maggie and Dee's, bed
Friday: washed, packed, Gary and Jane home Cardenden, Jane and Newt away with Gary, sort out presses, bed!!
Sat: Tidy house, food, clean more, soup, tidy, shower, dinner, work

Getting Caitlin back tomorrow which will be GREAT as I am missing my baby!!

A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL THAT MADE THE EFFORT AND CAME TO THE WEDDING. ALSO A MASSIVE THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVELY GIFT THAT YOU SOO KINDLY GAVE US. Individual Thank yous will be sent out in the near future. Thank you again

Love Feexx

Alive and well

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 12:24:43 GMT

THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO CAME ALONG TO FEE'S FINAL FLING.

The night turned out to be GREAT. I did dissappear near the end as I didn't want to spoil the night by staying any longer than I did. Thank you all again

7 out of 10 tasks completed:

Kiss a bus driver: DONE
Steal a kiss from a stranger: DONE (times 5)
Got the bouncer to draw a bra on my top: DONE
Talk a man into letting me shave part of them: DONE
Kiss a bartenders nipple: DONE
Use the mans toilet as normal the rest of the night: DONE (Proof ask Andrew)
Talk someone into doing a FULL MONTY: Asked a guy and he was gonna do it though we left before he did it!!
Get a stranger to buy me a cocktail: I stopped drinking before this
Drink your drink out of a mans shoe: DONE!! The rule for this one was not that clear so that I did it without doing what they actually wanted me to do!!
Get a pair of socks: Yuck!! only remember about this task today....oops

This week will fly by and I will soon no longer be Mrs T to be. Look forward to seeing you all next week dolled up. Should be a nice night, well I plan to enjoy my and Phil's very special day, Caitlin is looking forward to it aswell.

Jane can you give me a call to talk over the last couple of things please

Yodd hope you got the list of songs Phil and I would like played, call me ASAP

Time flys by so quickly...

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 12:21:27 GMT

Well time seems to fly by so quickly it feel like only a couple weeks ago we were on the 12 week countdown to the wedding, now we are nearly a week away and I am feeling so happy about it all. Everything seems to be in order, next week shall be busy: Packing bags for going away after the wedding, viewing cake, finalising details with hotel, transferring gifts etc up to the hotel. People start arriving Thurs, Fri and Sat.

This Friday sees the big night Fee's Final Fling which I hope to see lots of faces there.

The new kitchen is nearly finished and looks so much better than before so you will all have to come and visit after we get back from our honeymoon to see the new kitchen.

Anyway I am feeling alot better than I did the past couple days, which is very good though Phil has now come down with the sickness bug aswell.

Anyway I better go and tend to my poor baby, see you all tomorrow

Sickness and Kidnapped...

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 14:20:33 GMT

Hi Everyone

Well the past couple of days have seen me ill and being kidnapped:

Friday Phil and Caitlin headed off to spend the weekend at Leuchars and I had to work, Quiet night at work but was ok. Sat didn't do much all day watched 13th Warrior which is still such an ace film. Ate some Chicken and Red Thai thing and headed to work....Bitchy customer and then I was serving this lass and ended up running to loo and being sick, sent home early. Phoned to let Phil know and they wanted to come down to get me. I just wanted to go to bed and sleep the illness off but as I showered and called them back (Sharon and Linda) were already on route to come get me.... Sick again then kidnapped away, stopping by the side of the road a couple times (NOT NICE AT ALL).

Felt much better on Sunday helped by Caitlin and Michael being over joyed to see me. Spent the day hanging out with everyone and we all decided to head to the beach though it was not GREAT weather, went swimming in the North Sea which was fun till a seal stared at us and we all came out. To warm up we had a nice walk in the forest which was nice. Back to Sharon's for some hot soup and a sandwich. Then we headed home to Cardenden, where we tried to sleep but a noisey cricket kept me awake most of the night...So today feeling poorly and not feeling like doing much.

Jane hopefully got the invitations for Fee's Final Fling and they should be with you all very soon. Wedding news: The thing that could go wrong has gone wrong. Tracey one of my bridesmaids is pregnant and her dress is too tight, we are leaving it to the end of this week to decide wether to A. Alter the dress and keep Tracey as my bridesmaid or B. Ask my back up bridesmaid to do it. Fun.

We shall wait and see.....

HONEYMOON NEWS...

We are going away for a few days after the wedding which has come about thanks to Jenna (Phil's sis, Phil's Mum and Phil and myself)

We decided to go to Manchester to see a musical and were just going to head down one day and come back the next but his Mum has paid for an extra night in the hotel when we are down and his sister is paying for us to stay in Glasgow the night before we go down as Megabus travels from there. £8.50 return from Glasgow to Manchester for both of us...NOT BAD AT ALL i think. looking forward to it.

Fee's final fling.....moved venue 1/10/04

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 10:00:37 GMT

Hey for everyone that is coming to Fee's final fling, due to someones stupidity they double booked Bar Java, so now we are going to be having Fee's final fling at The Lighthouse which is on The Shore in Leith opposite the boat that used to be a restaurant. I still kinda need to know numbers as I have only a handful of people who said they were coming, so if you want to come along let me know ASAP. Thanx

FOR those people who are awaiting emails of wedding info could you please leave email addresses below and I will email ASAP.

Thank you...Anyway I had my hair appointment for the trial wedding do and it went very well, second and final dress fitting went better than the first as I was a bit disappointed with the dress, but now the alterations have been done it looks stunning...still weird seeing me in a dress but nice

Missing everyone!!

Feexx

Anyone interested let me or the squeeky one know

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 15:46:15 GMT

Oh Silly me I forgot to put the date on the flyer...Date is the 1st October 2004

Trying not to let it show

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 11:52:24 GMT

Work is going well which is GREAT, the people are friendly and it is lovely to come home to Phil and Caitlin, means in the morning we can get up and go out and do things...

Phil, Caitlin and I have been back and forth to the doctors the past few days: Yesterday Caitlin had a review from her 3 and 1/2 year check as they want to keep an eye on her tonsils and weight, good news her weight has stayed steady for the last six months which is a relief. though she is now being refered to the ENT (ear, nose and throat clinic) to find out about removing her tonsils.

Phil seems to be better though he has not had to think of work or anything, so we shall see.

Me, well exma has flared up and has been seeping and looks awful, I have been put back on prozac to help me get back to the bubbly fee that everyone seems to love.

Anyway I will keep you all posted, wedding stuff should all be sorted soon, will email details to people very soon

Nipples, dresses and wonderful things (or not)

Fri, 13 Aug 2004 15:58:21 GMT

Well life has been up and down recently, lots of ups there are a few factors that have influenced this here are but a few:

Nipple pierced and healing well

Dress Fitting (looks ok, weird seeing me in a dress) all that needs done to it is a hem taken up and little ivory straps to be put on. So I have a final dress fitting at the end of the month.

Did a couple of festival things with Caitlin, the lovely Simon was dragged along to see a show with us, was nice, he took us for hot chocolate as the weather was as it has been all week, wet and grey.

I aint gonna go into the downs at the moment!!

I started a new job last weekend, working in the social club donw the road from where we live, this means I won't be in Edinburgh as much and I will have to give up junior, though I am gonna see how it goes this weekend before I make my final decision.

I am just faffing about until it is time to get ready for work!! Talk to you all soon

9 weeks today Wedding

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 11:35:10 GMT

Hey Guys

This is to everyone who has ben invited to the wedding so far could you please let me know if you are coming by adding your name in the comments box please. If you are reading this and you have not had an invitation yet it is either these 2 reasons:

1. I have not given it to you!
2. there is on;y 100 people aloud at the reception (please do not think bad of me if you have not been invited)

Also the following people you do not have invites but you are invited so plaese comment if you can make the date and I will send an email shortly with the address of the reception...

charlesc
bunnyphone
freakyskull and Kirstin (i have lost my old phone I have not got your number, call me)
mortallywounded
Jetgrrrl
Sneaks

Love Feexx

Questions from Jetgrrrl

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 21:05:49 GMT

1. Why don't you live closer to Edinburgh? A number of reasons....Too Expensive, Too busy, Nicer area for Caitlin to grow up in...that is a few of the reasons:)

2. When is your wedding and where? My Wedding is 9th October 2004, it is gonna be in edinburgh, will talk to you the next time about it!!

3. Who is your favourite band or singer? Glenn Carter is my favourite singer, though he is not metal! My favourite band still is China Drum even though they split up years back!!

4. You don't seem to like me much, please be honest here, do you like me and if not why?! Now I think we both have felt like this about each other, I do like you but we seem never to really chat, I am sorry if I make you feel that I don't like you cause I do!!

5. Am I paranoid? No, As I have felt that you also did not like me in the past!

Questions fae Jane

Tue, 03 Aug 2004 22:30:38 GMT

1)It's not long to your wedding, are you planning to do anything crazy in your last few weeks of freedom? :P

Not planning on running about wild or anything, I am not planning to change that much, oh I have stuff to talk to you about, but have to see you face to face!!

2) How big is your garden and how would you like it re-organized? :p
Will get Phil to measure it and tell you what I want then too!!

3) Gary is collecting crickets of me after his night shift on saturday morning. Is it ok for him to drop them of to yours or would an other time be more convenient, if so when? :P That sounds fine, think you are cheating with these questions!!

4) What really pisses you of in general and why?

Lateness as I am quite good at time keeping.. I tend to try and not get pissed off these days.

5) Do you believe in life after death, is so how did you come across believing?
I don't know what say about this, well I hope that our memories do not die as it is weird to think about. I think I will leave this one as it is the great unknown

*hugs*

Happy Birthday!!

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 13:30:05 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHEEP_ON_DRUGS

love ya!!

House Blitzed

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 12:34:50 GMT

Well been a busy few days....Phil was off the end of last week and early this week with pretty bad headaches, which we thought maybe was the start of his eye trouble again. Alas he has been advised to take it easy for a while, so off he went back to work today.

I have done nothing but tidy this house the past couple days, started in the kitchen worked through the hall and did all the skirting, then I headed upstairs to tackle the bathroom, I was victorious:). Yesterday while Phil was at the hospital I gutted our room, which I have to say looks pretty cool. Today Caitlin and I were at the doctors, we were gonna go swimming but it was a ladies only session. So home and we have tidyed her room, see how long that lasts.

Went to see Shrek 2 last Friday with Simon and Caitlin, it was fabbie, I lost my phone the day before so I got a new one and I now have a new number, if you want it email me and I will send it to you, this does mean that I have lost all my numbers from the old phone:(

Thursday it will be Phil's birthday though he has already had his present. Friday head to Edinburgh to collect Caitlin's glasses then working Saturday..after work head home to see Phil's Dad and sister who will be staying for Caitlin's birthday.

FAO all the people that are heading through on the Sunday for Caitlin's Birthday...If it is nice we will be having a BBQ if it is not nice we will have a buffet. Phil and I will be buying some drink but bring your own so you will not be disappointed!!

SEE YOU ALL ON SUNDAY!!!

In the station till GOD knows when

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 09:17:06 GMT

Well up and headed quickly to station to get train home, as it is sunday the train is only every 2hours which is shit so I am here till 11.55, if anyone is alive and close to the station, come see me:(

Anyway enjoyable weekend....update later

Feexx

very much alive

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 07:36:19 GMT

Welllife has been keeping me busy. Last weekend was in Aberdeen for Phil's cousins wedding, was a laugh had a nice time seeing some of the family again, during the Grandmarch Carol-Anne (the bride) was like your next...lol.

I guess I am. Well everything seems nearly ready for the wedding, but I still keep having weird dreams about it going wrong. People keep asking what we want as a gift...Here is what we ARE ALREADY GETTING:

Toaster, Photo Album, Towels and Glasses, the other stuff is cool like, up-grade on our room, my flowers, my reception, £1000 to put towards the wedding. So that is my wee list so far....I am quite excited about the whole thing, my flowers are gorgeous and the hotel is lovely.

I just hope everyone will enjoy my and Phil's big day. All the Favours are sitting made up ready.

Caitlin will be four a month today...Where has time gone? Well as the child has loads we have got her tickets for Singing Kettle and Cats, she is also getting bits and bobs, a furry chair for her room, fairy lights, a light up angel, a few other small things aswell....Lucky wee lass...she is being so good for me these days...yay

Anyway gonna get ready to head to Edinburgh to start my new job, which I have an audit on the saturday so fee will not be out to play this weekend either...boo!!

Back to normal next week though...Yay

Just GREAT

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 19:21:32 GMT

In the pub still

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 12:42:56 GMT

Well it was my big bro's 30th birthday and I ended up staying the night in the bar, I am now waiting for the lovely Dee and Andy to go to cardenden....Will update on the drunkeness later...

Two ships in the night

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 17:59:18 GMT

Well Caitlin is back at nursery and is doing well, she had her photo's taken at nursery today so we shall see how they turn out. She is being a pain in the bum but I love her, tidyed her room then changed it about so it looks quite cool.

Phil and I are like two ships that pass in the night, work for him at the moment is stressed and he is not getting to spend time with Caitlin or me and things are not GREAT!! We are both tired and just need some one on one time together, hopefully it will calm down soon.

My moods are better now that I am not working. Will be looking for something this weekend. I am thinking of going to Finishing Touches to get the rest of the favours and grab a couple bits and bobs...

Well Phil's Mum and Sister are coming over this weekend which should be nice....

Sunday was at a pub quiz and Zombies was the theme, looked pretty good though ended up soaked due to the owner hosing me down, was fun...the next one will be Christmas theme so if anyone is interested let me know and I will give them details, will be a laugh....would be nice to hang out....

Alive

Thu, 27 May 2004 08:23:32 GMT

F	Famous
F	Funky
Y	Yummy
O	Outrageous
N	New
A	Amazing
_
M	Mushy
U	Unnatural
M	Mesmerizing
M	Mysterious
S	Spiritual
I	Insane
E	Edgy

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

Getting back to normal....

Tue, 25 May 2004 10:54:12 GMT

Last couple weeks have been weird, welll mood swings followed by tears followed by sighs of releif....

Wedding date is slowly but surely creeping into the not so distant future, but before that I have to deal with Fathers Day, birthdays (Big bros, neice, nephew, Phil, Caitlin etc)..bugger!!

The home front is looking quite good, keeping on top of the house work and feels nice to not sit in a junk yard...well my house is clean even though there seems to be drowning in stuff...(not anymore)...

Sharon, Darren and Michael are popping over for dinner tonight so I am cooking my chicken, cheese, tomato special...yummy, also a chicken, tomato, corgette thingy I aint tried yet(tempted to put in chilli aswell), salad and baby spuds....sounds quite good.

EMS CD swap: I have no idea who Ross B is, will make a start on that, I have a list of music just need to sort it out and stick on a CD....

Mags the Avon lady is coming on Friday so just a wee reminder to pop the order to my Mum's, if you put the money in an envelope with my name on it...That would be fabbie...If not I will get it off you on Saturday as I will be at Junior.. Thank you hunny, hope u liked your fairyxx

Message for Mags and Dee

Thu, 20 May 2004 07:43:45 GMT

I will not be coming up tonight will get the money at junior and bring the stuff up then, *hugs* feexx

will have to organise video night soonish, after junior one night...

Mr Brown

Wed, 19 May 2004 17:08:18 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YODD

Luv Fee, Phil and Caitlinxx

Lets See...

Tue, 18 May 2004 13:00:44 GMT

I want anyone and EVERYONE who reads this to post in here something they would like to do with me someday.

Then post this in your journal to find out what I want to do with you.

Stolen from Dee

Tue, 18 May 2004 09:26:39 GMT

[my name is]: Ffyona, fee, ffyona_mummsie
[in the morning I am]: Depends on Caitlin if I am up and doing random activities with
her.
[all I need is]: Phil and Caitlin
[love is]: Sharing your life with someone who is your closest friend, lover and partner.
[I dream about]: Weird and wonderful stuff

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: Coke
[flowers or candy]: Prefer flowers
[tall or short]: tall

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S A M E S E X-
[worst question to ask]: Not sure!! or do I not want to say!!

-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?]: Recently Sharon and Darren.
[makes you smile]: Caitlin and Michael.
[has a crush on you?]: Fat chance!
[easiest to talk to]: depends on what about...

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[lie?]: sometimes

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: Sharon
[hugged]: Caitlin
[you instant messaged]: Ben
[you laughed with]: Sharon, Darren and Phil.
-D O .Y O U-
[color your hair]: YES
[ever get off the damn computer]: yes as I have child.
[habla espanol]: No

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: No.
[obsessive]: A little bout my family.
[could you live without the computer?]: Not really?
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: 90.
[what's your favorite food?]: chicken.
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: kiwi fruit.
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: love sunset from my old spot that all cadets from lith will know about.
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional as it creeps up you again and again.
[trust others way too easily?]: Keep people at arms length, easier that way!!

-N U M B E R-
[of times I have had my heart broken? ]: Can't remember or try to forget.
[of hearts I have broken?] : Not any..
[of boys I have kissed?] : A fair few.
[of continents I have lived in?] : 1.
[of drugs taken illegally?] : 2.
[of tight friends?] : No comment.
[of things in my past that i regret?]: Life goes on we learn from our mistakes.

I KNOW: A few random facts.
I HAVE: Enough.
I WISH: not much.
I HATE: The unmentionable.
I MISS: my innocent view when I was a child.
I FEAR: Death.
I HEAR: The humming of the computer fan.
I WONDER: Why?
I REGRET: Not alot.
I LOVE: My family and friends.
I ACHE: understanding.
I ALWAYS: want to keep the house clean and tidy....doesn't happen.
I AM NOT: Pretty
I DANCE: when I am in the mood and around the house when no one can see me.
I SING: quite alot, everywhere and anywhere.
I CRY: in my room
I DO NOT ALWAYS: say I love you to my mum.
I WRITE: letters then rip them up, poems that no one will see.
I WIN: Nothing.
I LOSE: my head if it wasn't screwed on.
I CONFUSE: myself.
I LISTEN: More than talk about myself.
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: Fife.
I AM HAPPY ABOUT: Being cared and loved by my partner and daughter.

Not done this in a while!

Tue, 18 May 2004 01:00:48 GMT

Well here is the long awaited update.....

Life is pretty good at the mo...my moods are leveling out nicely and I am quite happy. Not to mention a couple of little outbursts :)

Last few missions have been quiet and I have found myself standing chatting to the lovely drizzeluk which has been entertaing and nice.

spent alot of time up at sharon_b while her hubby hairybawbag has been away, they stopped in for dinner today which was lovely.

Caitlin and Phil are sound asleep beside me and nothing I try and do is letting me slip back into silent slumber...couple of weird dreams from a mix of gig and party from the end of last week to wedding troubles....fingers crossed will nod of while online.

Was at a 40th birthday party on Friday which was entertaining as I was all dressed up as a goth...twas cool though didn't know many people there, my blue at black hair peice was tried on by many people....hehehehe They also had a Derren Brown type guy his name was Drew Mcadam if you wanna find out more bout him his web site www.drewmcadam.co.uk

Well that is all folks